Me AGAIN...I mean holy crap I am here. I am again writing a paper only this one is different. SO I went home...yes HOME. SO MUCH FUN. I got to hang with the 'rents and they are them. So it was fun. Movies I got to watch movies. I also got to eat some really good food. Yeah for folks.

I did not sleep...which was bad but I had great times. The W&M thing went ok I hope I get in. Some people think I am going to def get in but we will see I should know within the next week. I am thinking I might send in another app to somewhere else on my own but I am not sure. We will see. I saw someone I knew there but he did not remember me......I mean come on how can someone forget me. Oh well that is the way the cookie crumbles. It was kind of funny actually...

Ok so I came home for a bridal shower...I got up at 4am and drove to PA for the shower and then drove home where I was ready to run over the person I was following. But that is all good. I ended up calling her and then passing her...we still got home the same time but all in all it was just fine and dandy. LALALA

Ok so we got home I unpacked and fell to sleep from 6pm to 12 pm..yeah 18hours of sleep is wonderful. Then ofcouse I have to do homework. I have a test tomorrow. I must study for that along with getting my paper in order. So all in all that is me up until now...

Next week I am working on a paper, taking a test, seeing a friend, chilling out and of course going home for easterbreak. YES!!!! I cannot wait!!!! I just got here and I am ready to go...I am counting down the hours...ok not really but as of 5 today I have 4 days Go me GO me yeah GO ME....my email has been acting up AGAIN...oh well ok so I have ot go...bye

Why do the most fucking miserable people I have ever known have a better life then me????

This is still so TRUE

Currently Playing Seventeen Days By 3 Doors Down see related

 TADA!!!!!

This is Me saying hello to you all...so it has been quite a long...ass....time...s ince I was here talking to you and I feel I should tell you what I have been up to in life. I am how would you say in an ok place. I did not get a spring break so I am freaking out about having to be stuck here for so long. I am getting ready to go on a murderous rampage and it is going to be like super really bad...lucky for people I am going home on WEDNESDAY..yes I am I have a "visit the campus day" at William and Mary and I am SOOOOO excited.

My roommmate...whom you all know is chomping gum right now and I think seriously thinking I might have to strangle her...then again I might have to do so anyways...I have been bowling and writing and Science Oing and things as such and blah....

So I am going on a Cruise I cannot wait...and when I do so I will maybe be a little fitter than I am now...my roommate and I the one who is chomping the gum we are doing dance your way to better abs..and such...Hula and BellyDancing and then Pilates...it is part of the plan...we tried it out last night I felt like I was oging to die and then again today I feel the same way.

I am actually only writing because I do not want to write a paper and a paper and a half a paper...OMG I....there are no words to decribe how happy I am to be going home in a few days even if I get a really bad grade or whatever on all my papers at least I will nto be here.

My roommate and I have been trying to figure out what one takes to a Bridal shower and that has been a fiasco...but it all worked out in th eend. lalalalalalalalalalalal

There are not really a lot of other things I want to say so I am going to head out...peacee

You know I might just be the worst person at updating ever

I am at the moment procrastinating.

I think it is funny that the reason I do not feel like writing in this is because people are idiots and they would take it the wrong way.

Some things I have learned in October

If you are going to screw someone over make sure to make it worse by lieing to them about why you are screwing them over.

If you are bored it is ok to make plans with your friends then ditch your friends at the drop of a hat for a guy.

If you are not doing your job and your job not getting done makes everyone look like an asshole other people will do it for you.

Not all the friends you think are your friends are your friends.

Baths can sometimes make you feel gross.

If you are a girl and not on some kind of enforser you will conform to those girls around you.

Thanks

So it is October...the countdown has happened....it is now 26 days. I have been really angry at a lot of people the past couple of weeks. I am not sure if there is really...well anything. I am trying to get my life where I want it and what I need to do is get motobated.

Another thing is I am tired of being the first to say hello...oh wait I must not have gotten the orgininal memo that said, You never want to talk to me again. Great...now I can just be forgetting. I think I am going to have to do some major rethinking. If I am going to alter my life in major ways it means that I am going to have to walk away from some other major things in my life.

I think I am going to try and be little red riding hood...only a little sluttier then usual...not like ususal for Halloween but for little Red. I also need to get my ass out of the house more. I am not quite the person that I could be in that regards. I think I might take a blanket out tomorrow(even if it is cold) and I am going to...oh wait...I have class all day long, what the hell was I thinking?

As soon as tomorrow is over I have only like 2 classes to go. I am having Lunch with a friend on Thursday morning...i think it is going to be fun. Speaking of Friends, people from VA called me this weekend it was fun to talk to them.

This weekend is homecoming and my family is all about being here and haning out and being a family. I have not been communicating with them very well this semester. I think it is because I am trying to get away from life. FOR GOD'S SAKE JUST SAY HELLO!!!...sorry spaz moment.

I need to ramble or I am going to strangle/drowned someone and it is not myself.

I need to revert back to being me....I need to become something else...I need to unrevert and become something amazing...i....I am so lost and confused.